sixtytwo ; e v e n m o r e n u m b

sorry to those who actually reads these, if any. i have no other place to vent .. and yeh ..

sigh.

so anyway. things got worse, i got more shocks and i feel more numb than ever.

yay.

i think from now on, i`m going to figure out who i can and cannot trust ..

and be sure of it.

really wish i had my red Ps now .. i could go cruising and get my mind off things.

once again, i regret not taking lessons when i first got my Ls.

ohwell.

guess i`ll just stay in bed, force myself to eat .. or not .. and just finish off my cruiser.

sigh.