fortyfour ; d a y T W E N T Y

Day 20 – The meaning behind your blog name.

Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest

uhm well. my blog name .. is that the 'jamez' part ? or the 'crimson.droplets' part ? o.o

either way

jamez obviously refers to my old old OLD nickname haha. =]. i`m not very original so i just used that =].

but er .. if we`re talking about 'crimson.droplets' .. well .. i think you can work that out on your own haha.

=D. but if you can`t .. ==

well. crimson = red-ish colour

droplets = refers to water droplets .. so basically.

red tears. which essentially changes to tears of blood. haha.

and tears of blood .. well you can work that out yourself =].

but i liked both of these names [jamez & crimson.droplets] so yeppp ! =].

and no i`m not emo or anything. lmaos. =D.

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i`m not going to talk about this one lols. sorry guys, but yeh =].

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ^^.

fortythree ; d a y N I N E T E E N

Day 19 – Another picture of yourself.

Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad

so that`s me, again hahaha. =].

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erm someone that pesters my mind.

there`s no one really pestering my mind atm .. atho there are a few who i think about during the day or night and stuff .. and the reason is that i`m worried about them ><".

to all of you [i`m not going to mention names] i hope you all feel better soon, and i`m always here for you. if you`re not sure if this is about you, feel free to bring it up with me =].

but i love you ! and you can talk to me about anything, any time =]. *hughughug*

♥♥♥♥♥

fortytwo ; d a y E I G H T E E N

fark i have to catch up == gg. LOL.

Day 18 – Something you crave a lot.

Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be

i`m actually craving durries a lot; haven`t had one in 2 or 3 days ? haha.

but uhm. i crave random things .. randomly.

like the other day, i started craving steak and chips and/or mash potato with gravy ...

*drools* HAHAHA.

other than food though, i crave .. no school. HAHAHAH. hm.

but uhm yeh. main cravings are from food =DDD.

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uhm. at this stage in life [year 12] i start to wish i was smarter and more diligent. more bothered to do work, more studious.

at the same time, i wish i was less uptight about various things, and wish that i had more fun =/.

but to be honest, how ever much i wish to be something else, i won`t be that. because i`m me. lol. this is very cliche, but it`s really true.

although, i do wish i was 18 =DDDDD. HEHEHEHE.

fortyone ; I N C E P T I O N

YOUR MIND IS THE SCENE OF THE CRIME.

I ABSOLUTELY LOVED INCEPTION !!!!

but guys, really, it wasn`t that big of a mind fuck ..

you CAN understand it haha.

but it was really really good !

damn ending though !

shall not spoil it for anyone who hasn`t watched it yet and is reading this, dw =]

but yeh .. =/. hahaha.

LOVED IT.

that is all.

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

loved all the characters too omggg. HEHEHE ..

what can i say ? best movie out.

i didn`t mind paying money for that !

[altho i found out i could have saved some moneh, bitches ! >>]

but yes ..

^^.

PS. click for images to be full sized =] ..

THE DREAM IS REAL.

forty ; d a y S E V E N T E E N

Day 17 – A photo of you and your family.

Day 17 — Someone from your childhood

afraid i don`t have a pic of my family on my computer. or at home really.

family life ain`t good haha .. hrm.

=L.

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erm. childhood ..

well first person that pops into my head actually, is you ANGIE CHU =]

known you for sooo many years haha.

primary and now high school .. =].

and we`ve been through the thick and thin together o.o

is that a good or bad thing i wonder ? =P HEHE

JOKES

ofc it`s good.

thanks for being there for me, and i`ll always be there for you too.

you should know that already.

loveloveloveloveLOVE you.

oooohhh, thanks heaps for intro-ing me to Rice. been quite fun the past 4 years i`ve gone [including this year`s]

king caratacas is an awesome game ;D

i spelt it right, yeh ? ahahahah.

hoping that we`re still friends for many years to come =].

LOVE YOU ♥

thirtynine ; d a y S I X T E E N

Day 16 – Your celebrity crush.

Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country

celebrity crushes for me have been far and wide. too many haha.

but uhmmmm .. at the moment ..

JOSEPH GORDON-LEVITT !

soooooo hot in Inception as Arthur, the 'Point Man'. and he is ♥♥♥♥♥ !!!! =DDDD.

the clothes he wears in this movie make him look so suave ..

and his role is just awesome !

oh, and this makes him the ultimate LEGEND !

arthur: quick, give me a kiss

ariadne: they`re still looking at us

arthur: well, it was worth a try.

SCORE. NICE WORK =] HAHAHA.

LOVELOVELOVE him atm =].

was so glad i got to watch it on saturday ^^ HEHE. =]

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uhm.

someone not in my state/country would be maggie !

and as i`ve said in my previous day post, i miss her very much )= ..

♥♥♥.

thirtyeight ; d a y F I F T E E N

Day 15 – Something you don’t leave the house without.

Day 15 — The person you miss the most

OOOOOOFT there`s many things i don`t leave the house without LOL.

here are what i can remember, in no particular order

♥ my country road bag lolol with these things in it:

♥ phone !

♥ wallet

♥ keys

♥ earphones

♥ make up bag

♥ deo

♥ mirror

♥ lighter

♥ camera, sometimes haha.

♥ cream

♥ gum, if i have it.

=D.

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maggie )= i miss you so much.

i haven`t talked to you in so damn long cos you haven`t been online nor replied to me on fb in AGES.

i miss your gorgeous face ! cannot wait til you visit again next year, hopefully !

i really hope you`re well.

you have so much to tell me i`m sure xD.

and i have heaps to tell you tooo !!!

miss you a lot *hughughug*.

there`s doubt you`ll ever read this haha. but i hope you`re doing well .. and having fun. =].

can`t wait to see your face ! or even just to talk to you on the phone !

i miss our epic 7 hour long phone calls HAHAHA. )= ..

love you !

♥ ♥ ♥ .

thirtyseven ; d a y F O U R T E E N

Day 14 – A TV show you’re currently addicted to.

Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from

OMG I AM ADDICTED TO SO MANY TV SHOWS HAHAHA.

here are just a few.

♥ Psych

♥ Vampire Diaries

♥ NCIS

♥ Bones

♥ Castle

♥ HIMYM

♥ Big Bang Theory

♥ and i can`t think of anything else atm cos these are the main ones i watch HAHA

=DDD.

♥♥♥♥♥♥.

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as i`ve said in a previous post of mine, i don`t talk to silas as much as i used to, and yeh. we`ve drifted away quite a bit.

and as i`ve also said, that`s my fault.

as always haha.

but uhm. hopefully after hsc we`ll catch up =D.

♥♥ =].

thirtysix ; d a y T H I R T E E N

grrrr have to catch up, yet again. here we goooo !

Day 13 – Your favorite musician and why?

Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you

to be honest, i have a lot of favourite artists =/. cos i have a lotta songs i like haha.

i guess talent wise, i really admire Legaci =DD.

they`re a group of awesome guys with heaps of talent, and their singing is extremelllyyyy good. and they`re on youtube !

so do check them out =]

i`ve realised that a lot of people on youtube have the talent to be more famous than some current musicians.

sigh. ahwells. haha.

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someone i wish could forgive me.

hm. i think there are a lot of people in this category, for various reasons.

could be that i was being a bitch to them, or might be cos i hurt them deeply, or i was just being too naggy and all.

i really don`t want to name names and reasons, cos i don`t think i remember all of them >_>"

but uhm

i guess i wish my mum could forgive me for the times i`ve been a bitch to her and hurt her.

that took a lot out of me to write that tbh, cos .. she did sorta desserve it ..

but yeh. i won`t say anything more.

hmm. ahwells.

thirtyfive ; w h a t a g i r l n e e d s

A girl needs 3 things in her life.

1. Love: to make her weak.

2. Alcohol: to make her strong.

3. Friends: for when both makes her hit the floor.

thirtyfour ; d a y T W E L V E

Day 12 – A photograph of the town you live in.

Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain

ermmm i can`t really find a pic of my place ==

and i cbf screenshotting on google maps, or taking a picture of it .. so yeahhhh ..

but basically, i live in a hole.

in greenacre, near strathfield and bankstown =D.

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i can`t really think of anyone atm Oo.

this was such a shitty post, sorry LOL ...

thirtythree ; f i n a l l y u p t o d a t e !

I AM FUCKING FINALLY UP TO DATE WITH THE 30 DAY CHALLENGES !!!!

SO PROUD.

SO TIRING TO CATCH UP.

HAHAHAHAH. =D.

past few days has had its up and downs.

ups:

♥ finishing trials last thursday !

♥ citehhh on friday

♥ Rice Fever on saturday

♥ DRINKING IN CITY ON SATURDAY NIGHT WOOOOT !!!!!!

♥ getting chocolate from dad after being busted for drinking

♥ time to quit !

downs;

- getting trials back

- normal school commencing yday

- getting busted for drinking ....

- quitting ...

so lemme explain.

first few 'ups' are pretty straightforward.

now, you may be shocked at the last 2 ups ! HAHA.

so on saturday night, i went drinking in city with a few friends.

got prettyyyyy crazy omg HAHAHA. was heaps of fun though =].

got home around 1230am.

thanks to danny le for taking me home ! =] much appreciated ~

before i explain the second last 'up', i need to explain my second last 'down'.

dad caught me drinking and confronted me about it.

of course, i could not deny it because he pulled logic on me )=.

so there i was, waiting for him to rage at me on the phone.

but he didn`t.

then i was sitting at home waiting for him to come back around 4pm ish .. waiting for the rage any asian daughter would expect their asian father to express about this sort of thing, right ? indeed.

HOWEVER, SHOCKER ~ ...

he didn`t rage at me, instead told me not to try and trick him, and proceeded to give me a toblerone O_O".

HAHAHAAH YAYYYYYY didn`t get raged at all ^^

♥♥♥♥♥. and got yummeh chocolate !!!

nwaiiz, the last 'up' and 'down' ... well it`s an 'up' cos i`m finally quitting. or well, trying to. going to try for a week starting today, and see how that goes. =].

'down' because i have a feeling i`m going to crave soon. but ohwells ... =]

fuck, i`m hoping this doesn`t get back to my parental figures. or others. )= ..

please don`t ?

thanks guys ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥.

[and yes you could say i didn`t have to post this ... but ohwells =_=']

thirtytwo ; d a y E L E V E N

Day 11 – What’s in your makeup bag?

Day 11 — A deceased person you wish you could talk to.

MY MAKE UP BAG.

WELLLL ..

i have !

♥ my contacts [usually just one colour, or an empty lens case if i`m wearing them]

♥ black eyeliner

♥ brown eyeshadow + sponge brush thingomabob

♥ mascara

♥ lip gloss

♥ lipstick

♥ .... i think that`s it .. HAHA. =].

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erm. i wish i could talk to ... ohmy so many =/. hrm.

king leonidas.

queen hatshepsut

king tutankhamun

king thuthmose I, II and III

most of the ancient rulers of the ancient worlds .. i would LOVE to talk to them ....

but definitely impossible haha.

)=.

but going away from the ancient dead, to the modern ..

erm.

i guess ...

rosalind franklin, tbh. i want to know how she felt about photo 51 being stolen and about not being able to win the noble prize.

yes i know, bio has gotten to me =='.

mm. also;

steve irwin =D.

MJ no doubt.

fck i can`t think of anyone else. ROFLS.

how random am i ey ?!?!?! ...

;D.

thirtyone ; d a y T E N

Day 10 – A photo of your favorite place to eat.

Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to

BASSIM KOREAN BBQ IN STRATHFIELD !

SO . NICE . OMG . =D.

went today with jeniffer & candace ! =]].

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SILAS )=.

we don`t talk much anymore, and i know that`s my fault.

i was selfish before, and thought of myself before you.

but i really want to change that now ..

=/.

sigh i dernos.

was good seeing you again after so long at Rice Fever !

blehs. miss those tight hugs we used to have.

i am. so fucking sorry.

i should never have done all that stuff.

i`m only realising now how much i have to apologise for, to you and many others.

i`m slow, ey ? haha.

anyway, i still consider you my brother, but i don`t know how it is for you.

hope we get to catch up soon ..

and we shall go dancing or something after hsc, and i shall watch you be a pro ;D

bahahaha.

♥♥♥♥♥ !!!!!

thirty ; q u i z t a x e d f r o m J A N

so i taxed this from Jan`s blog hahaha. thanks huns ;D.

This is going to be mαjorly personαl, you reαdy?
yeppskies.

Promise to tαke this without deleting αny questions?
sure thang O_O"

Are you hαppier now thαn you were five months αgo?
yes i am =D. even tho trials results are coming back now, and hsc in the near near future, i am happier =D. because school is nearly over ^^. and i start a new chapter in my life, as cliche as that sounds =D.

Hαve you ever slept in the sαme bed with αnyone?
yessss LOLLLL. numerous sleepovers =L.

Cαn you sleep in totαl dαrkness?
hmm. sometimes. i usually have the light of the room outside my bedroom on though. easier to get around in the middle of night, say to toilet or bathroom. but i`m pretty much okay with lights off.

Your phone is ringing. It’s the person you fell hαrdest for, whαt do you sαy?
eyyy sup ?

ahaha. doesn`t matter who it is, as long as it`s not family, i say 'sup' =]

Whαt do you think αbout the weαther?
getting slightly warmer. although the other day was what the fuck, with the hail ? and shit O_O"

Are you ticklish?
YES I AM. although i don`t think i`m as ticklish as i used to be ...

How mαny people do you trust with everything?
very little. a few ? but not all of them know EVERYTHING. so like. different things with each person ? =S haha.

Whαt wαs the lαst thing you drαnk?
WATER ! =O. shocker ;D.

Is there αnyone you wαnt to come see you?
hmm. at the moment, not really. i`m pretty good right now haha !

Nαme one thing you love αbout winter?
stealing guys jackets ;D. JOKESJOKES. being able to hug a lot haha.

Hαve you ever dαted α Goth?
er nope Oo

Are you currently looking forwαrd to tomorrow?
not really ....... getting results back )=. and question to be done in ancient, under exam conditions. SIGH. i should study HAHAHA ... wait. my notes are in my locker ==

Nαme something you dislike αbout the dαy you’re hαving?
uhmm. had a crappy morning with intense thoughts, as well as a boring as shit year meeting. oh. also got ancient history trial results back. that was fucked up. sigh ..

Cαn you commit to one person αnd one person only?
definitely. i`m a taurus haha. =/.

Whαt’s the first thing you did when you opened your eyes todαy?
look at the time, then close my eyes again.

Hαs αnyone told you they don’t wαnt to ever lose you?
something like that.

Hαve you ever kissed the lαst person you sent α text messαge to?
LOLOLOL .. yes i have. but i`m not going to say who =].

Is there αnybody thαt you wish you could fix things with?
yes.

Could you go out in public, looking like you do now?
erm. guess so. but not to bigbig places. maybe a quick maccas run, or quick woolies run .. HAHA>

Do you think things will chαnge in the next 3 months?
FUCK YES. HSC OVER. HIGH SCHOOL OVER. FUCKING PARTYINGGGGGG WOOT ! =DDDD

You never know whαt you got until you lose it, true or fαlse?
fuck yes.

Do you hαve α friend of the opposite sex you cαn tαlk to?
mhms. but i keep a lot to myself anyway .. haha.

Life without your best friend, how’d thαt go?
didn`t know what i was missing until i met her haha. ♥♥.

Whαt do you miss the most αbout your pαst?
being naive. being carefree. not giving a shit about the future, about any problems in life.

Ever get hurt by someone who promised they wouldn’t?
hmmm. i`m not going to lie and say yes, cos i`m honestly not sure ..

Are you good αt hiding your feelings?
usually. i tend to bottle things up haha.

Are you listening to music right now?
yes i am ! itunes on laptop ;D

When wαs the lαst time you were in α very good mood?
saturday night !!!!! =DD. crazy night at city haha !

Would you hook up with your sister's best friend?
...... FUCK NO. my sister is 9. HAHAHA.

Where is the person who hαs your heαrt αt the moment?
errrr. like jan said, me ? lols. no one else has my heart =].

Hαve you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn’t do?
numerous times >_>""".

Hαve you lαughed todαy?
YEPPP !

Whαt mαde you lαugh reαlly hαrd todαy?
thinking of what happened saturday night =D.

Do you trust eαsily?
no. lols. i don`t.

Are you one of those people who just doesn’t cαre?
oh i wish >>". some things i don`t care about, but overall .. yeh i do lols.

Would you rαther not eαt or not sleep?
erms. i love my food and sleep too much omg )=.

Whαt do you normαlly drink in the morning?
water/orange juice/coffee

Cαn you wαlk into α room full of strαngers αnd mαintαin your confidence?
no. dad says i don`t have the same confidence i used to have when i was little ...

Does tαlking αbout sex mαke you uncomfortαble?
nah LOL. pdhpe and having wrong minded friends has killed that off ;D.

Do you believe thαt αll boys αre the sαme?
deep inside my heart, no. but lols ..

You αre single, why?
because i like it haha. it`s fun =]

Did you drink αny αlcohol this week? Did you get drunk?
yes .. and yes .. LOL.

Do you like to cuddle?
depends with who haha.

Would you ever try being α vegetαriαn?
NONONONONO. I LOVE MY RED MEAT OMGGGG ! =OOOOO ♥♥♥♥♥v

Do you believe thαt there’s αlwαys room in your heαrt for someone?
well, yeah. i`m not that up myself ... O_O".

Hαve you ever hαd stitches?
yes ! hahaha

How come you’re not going out with the person you like/love?
because there`s no one i like/love atm =].

Are you busy tomorrow?
yes i am. o.o school. )=.

Are you weαring pαnts?
YES !

Do you think someone is thinking αbout you?
errr. i have no idea.

Are you short?
YESSSSS ... 160cm ? FML )=. i love my heels HAHA.

If you won α million dollαrs, whαt would be your first thought?
CAR. SPORTS CAR. FUCKING DONE UP. WHEEEEEE =D.

Is your phone right beside you?
always !

Do you know αnyone thαt is gαy?
let me just wave to all the trinity guys i know ! HAHAHAHA *waves* HI ! ;D.

Who wαs the lαst person to smoke α cigαrette in your presence?
must i name them all ? OHWAIT. NO jeniffer tong ! this arvo XD. but before that on sat night .. i don`t even know all the guys who were there HAHAHAHA.

Is it cute when guys/girl kiss you on your foreheαd?
hm. i guess ?

How mαny people cαn comfortαbly sleep in your bed?

.... one. =_='

The very first time you kissed your current bf/gf, who mαde it hαppen?
i don`t have a bf atm =]

Whαt wαs the lαst video you wαtched on YouTube?
JUSTIN BIEBER GETTING A WATER BOTTLE THROWN AT HIS HEAD ! either that or a 'baby' video mocking tony abbott HAHA.

Would you ever αgree to αn open relαtionship with someone?
nah.

Is there something thαt you could never give up?
i`m pretty sure there is. =/.

Would you prefer α smαll, intimαte wedding proposαl, or α big-scαle, over-the-top proposαl?
hm. i`d want it small .. but also in front of a few people =/.

Whαt’s bothering you right now?
ancient. trial results. other things. hahaha =].

Do you hαte αnyone?
extreme dislike =='.

Whαt were you doing αt 12αm lαst night?
just got into bed hahaha.

Do you drink more αpple or orαnge juice?
both. apple juice is yummeh. black label orange juice is the bomb HAHA.

Wαs this summer α good one?
errr .. guess so. =/. don`t remember LOL

You kissed someone todαy, didn't you?
sorry, wrong day ;].

Do you hαve αny plαns for the weekend?
sleep ! OH, RICE RALLY ! and sleep. HAHA.

Is the lαst person you kissed mαd αt you?
i hope not O_O".

Cαn α boy αnd girl be friends without hαving feelings for eαch other?
chyeahhhh ! duh. ==".

If the lαst person you kissed, sαw you kissing someone else, would they be mαd?
i`m pretty sure he wouldn`t be LOL.

Does the person you like, like you bαck?
don`t like anyone atm, so no HAHA

Do you think long distαnce relαtionships work?
guess you could try .... but no, not really.

Do you believe in kissing when you’re not together yet?
yes haha. as long as you both understand what it is you have between the two of you.