eight; o n t h e i r w a y . . .

YAY ! just been told thatttt ..
the dresses i ordered have been sent out from perth
and are on their way to sydney ! HEHEHE.

CANNOT WAIIIT <3.

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far out. i wanna do like. schoolies after hsc. >_<"

but dunno who with. or to where.

so. gotta figure that out ... sighs ...

qld schoolies are so overrated lOL ! ><"

i`d be fine with a roadtrip out of sydney .. like within nsw.

or going overseas with some people. sighs !!!

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and i dunno why i suddenly put gaps between my sentences ..

O_O" FUCKING HELL.

it`s SOOOOOO COLD )=.

i want those 'cold curing' hugs, mister ! [i will not mention names HAHA] )=. XDD.

seven ; p u m p s !

OMGGGG I AM GETTIN THESE SHOES ! ;D.

they`re fkn hot hehehe =DD.

and they`re ONLY $40 =D.

SO CHEAPPPP.

10cm high =]

they`re gonna be my formal shoes haha. might as well ^_^.

yay !

<3<3.

six ; s t r a t b u m m i n g & h s c t i m e t a b l e

haha omg.

bummed at strathfield again =D.

was reallly fun ^^'

2pm - 6pm GG !

=]

anyway, got home at 630 and rushed to find my school cert

to get my id number

to check hsc timetable

.....

I AM

SO FUCKING

HAPPY WITH MY TIMETABLE ! =].

realllly happy with it.

at least one day in between each of my exams HEHE !!!

so i`m good.

got worried for nothing =].

hope everyone else`s is to their liking ! haha.

omg so relieved =DDD.

five ; w a k e u p i n t h e m o r n i n g f e e l i n g ...

... like i want to get back to sleep.

lols. woke up this morning called viv and no one picked up.

this was at 630am.

promptly fell asleep again.

woke up again from wake up call from dad.

this was around 640am.

promptly fell asleep again.

i finally woke up at ... 720am.

LOL. latelatelate ! that`s when i`m at my bus stop !

so anyway .. decided i wasn`t bothered rushing for the 740 bus ..

going to catch the 805 =D.

and be late for first period, but don`t care ; just ancient history =___='.

anyway, it`s unfcukingbelievably COLDDD >_<"

was so warm in bed ! which is how i fell asleep again, and woke up late as shit =D.

i`m in my blazer .. and i have a jacket in my bag for afterschool just in case. D= !

ooft. gotta jet. LOL.

gotta make sure i catch the bus in time .. >_>".

four ; f i n d i n g r e a l f r i e n d s

lols.

lately i`ve realised something ;

i seem to get along better with my friends in year 10 than with most of my own group ...

and i`m a year 12 chick.

funny isn`t it ?

but i dunno. i can`t seem to get along as well as i used to, with a majority of the group.

i guess we tend to realise everything in year 12.

the friendships and which are truly real, and which are just .. there ... waiting to be killed.

i hate my school.

i hate my grade.

i hate a few people. or maybe it`s intense dislike.

but i`ve learnt my lesson.

keep my mouth shut around some people.

just tank it.

i truly wonder though .. who will i still be in contact with during uni ?

in say 5 years ?

10 years ?

three ; p r e t t y d r e s s e s =]

so i found this online shop on fb
and found these pretty dresses =D
that i ordered hahaha.
paying for them tomorrow ^_^
wheee !
and they`re just right for the two 18th birthday parties coming up that i`m going to =]

$25.95

$19.95

yay ! just right for 18th parties =].
dunno if the blue will match me but .. sighs.
ohwells.
it`s a risk i took.
TOO BAD I DON`T HAVE THEIR FIGURES )=
if they`re a lil small, fucking hell
MASS DIET TIME !!!!!! being serious here omfg >___>"

gnna go bank after school today (tuesday) and transfer the money =DD


<3<3<3.

two ; b i o i s a b i t c h = D

omfg. bio is such a fucking bitch @_@.

got 9 things to do .. ohdearrrr .

barely done anything tooo ! )=

LOL i`m too busy talkin to a certain someone =S.

even though the convo is pretty dead.

>_<". SIGHS !

okay. i really should stop procrastinating and do my work lOL !

don`t wanna be held back at lunch on tuesday, fuckmylife.

one ; w i s h e s t h a t w o n ' t c o m e t r u e .

at the beginning of 2O1O , i thought that i would get a new beginning.

a chance to start everything new.

but now i know , despite it being a new year , it does not mean the past is forgotten.

it does not mean a relationship with a person could start new , as if they had never met before.

and that it does not mean history won`t repeat itself.

for there to even be a chance of history repeating itself ... i hate myself for it.

but i just can`t seem to get past the sudden realisation that it just might happen.

so i`m stupid. dumb. pathetic. idiotic.

my heart`s stopping. my hands are trembling. my eyes are tearing. and i`m lost.

utterly lost.

for those who have had their wishes come true , i envy you.

because i know mine will never come true.

i wish i had a time machine;

i`d go back to when we first met.

i wish i had a time machine;

i`d go back to when i first realised i fell for you.

i wish i had a time machine;

i`d get a second chance to do things over .

i wish i had a time machine;

i miss the past and the times we had together, the closeness we shared.

i wish i had a time machine;

i`d get the chance to tell you i loved you.

i wish i had a time machine ...

maybe you & i would have worked out.