four ; f i n d i n g r e a l f r i e n d s

lols.

lately i`ve realised something ;

i seem to get along better with my friends in year 10 than with most of my own group ...

and i`m a year 12 chick.

funny isn`t it ?

but i dunno. i can`t seem to get along as well as i used to, with a majority of the group.

i guess we tend to realise everything in year 12.

the friendships and which are truly real, and which are just .. there ... waiting to be killed.

i hate my school.

i hate my grade.

i hate a few people. or maybe it`s intense dislike.

but i`ve learnt my lesson.

keep my mouth shut around some people.

just tank it.

i truly wonder though .. who will i still be in contact with during uni ?

in say 5 years ?

10 years ?