DID SO SHIT.
SCARED ish FOR ATAR TOMORROW
SCHOOL RANK, PLEASE PULL ME UP ... =X ..
i really want unsw ><". sigh.
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i`ve decided that once you let me know how things are going with your current problem, i`m going to do the whole distancing/disconnecting thing from you.
i don`t know how it`ll be for me, but it`s for the best ...
i`m scared you`re going to accuse me of using you then throwing you away.
because that is NOT true.
but .. i guess it shouldn`t matter what you think of it, since it`s got more ups for me than downs.
i don`t know if i can do this, but i will try, and put 100% effort in it.
should be able to start from weekend onwards ....
even though i really love you, i`m gonna smile because i deserve to ...
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