twelve ; f e r r a r i ♥

click to see a bigger, better pic =]

FERRARI IN GREENACRE !?!?!?!?!?!

GG !

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

eleven ; m e m o r i e s

memories will never change.

pictures will never change.

but the people in them will ...

i will forever treasure the memories i have of us together,

whether they be good or bad.

because it happened.

because you DID make me happy ...

i miss you so fucking much,

but that matters not.

i will always love you.

♥ ♥.

ten; i h a t e l o v e

I hate the mornings

Cause I know what they bring

You get up and take a shower and in no time, your're leaving

And it sounds so selfish

But i can’t help but think

That if you knew how much i needed you

You’d stay cause

I hate goodbyes

I hate these tears in my eyes

I hate myself for the way i feel about you everytime

I’ve had enough

I’m sick of wishing he was around me every day, every night

It's way too much

I hate love yeahhyeahhh

I hate love yeahh woooo

I hate your phone calls

In the middle of the day

Cause all you do is remind that my baby is so far away

It drives me crazy

Cause i need you with me

I know its time for you to understand when i say that

I hate goodbyes

I hate these tears in my eyes

I hate myself for the way i feel about you everytime

I’ve had enough

I’m sick of wishing he was around me every day, every night

It's way too much

I hate love yeahhyeahhh

I don’t want to feel this alone

Everytime you walked out that door (I can’t help it)

I start missing you (I can’t help it no)

Wish I didn’t need you this much (I can’t help it)

But i love how it feels when we touch

I hate goodbyes

I hate these tears in my eyes

I hate myself for the way i feel about you everytime

I’ve had enough

I’m sick of wishing he was around me every day, every night

its way too much

I hate goodbyes

I hate these tears in my eyes

I hate myself for the way i feel about you everytime

I’ve had enough

I’m sick of wishing he was around me every day, every night

It's way too much

I hate love

I hate love

I hate love

nine ; c a n w e p r e t e n d . . .

Can we pretend that airplanes

In the night sky

Are like shooting stars

I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)

Can we pretend that airplanes

In the night sky

Are like shooting stars

I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)

Yeah

I could use a dream or a genie or a wish

To go back to a place much simpler than this

Cause after all the partyin' and smashin' and crashin'

And all the glitz and the glam and the fashion

And all the pandemonium and all the madness

There comes a time where you fade to the blackness

And when you're staring at that phone in your lap

And you hoping but them people never call you back

But that's just how the story unfolds

You get another hand soon after you fold

And when your plans unravel

And they sayin' what would you wish for

If you had one chance

So airplane airplane sorry I'm late

I'm on my way so don't close that gate

If I don't make that then I'll switch my flight

And I'll be right back at it by the end of the night

Can we pretend that airplanes

In the night sky

Are like shooting stars

I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)

Can we pretend that airplanes

In the night sky

Are like shooting stars

I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)

Somebody take me back to the days

Before this was a job, before I got paid

Before it ever mattered what I had in my bank

Yeah back when I was tryin' to get into the subway

And back when I was rappin' for the hell of it

But now a days we rappin' to stay relevant

I'm guessin that if we can make some wishes outta airplanes

Then maybe you maybe I'll go back to the days

Before the politics that we call the rap game

And back when ain't nobody listened to my mix tape

And back before I tried to cover up my slang

But this is for the Cada, what's up Bobby Ray

So can I get a wish to end the politics

And get back to the music that started this sh-t

So here I stand and then again I say

I'm hopin' we can make some wishes outta airplanes

Can we pretend that airplanes

In the night sky

Are like shooting stars

I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)

Can we pretend that airplanes

In the night sky

Are like shooting stars

I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)

eight; o n t h e i r w a y . . .

YAY ! just been told thatttt ..
the dresses i ordered have been sent out from perth
and are on their way to sydney ! HEHEHE.

CANNOT WAIIIT <3.

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far out. i wanna do like. schoolies after hsc. >_<"

but dunno who with. or to where.

so. gotta figure that out ... sighs ...

qld schoolies are so overrated lOL ! ><"

i`d be fine with a roadtrip out of sydney .. like within nsw.

or going overseas with some people. sighs !!!

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and i dunno why i suddenly put gaps between my sentences ..

O_O" FUCKING HELL.

it`s SOOOOOO COLD )=.

i want those 'cold curing' hugs, mister ! [i will not mention names HAHA] )=. XDD.

seven ; p u m p s !

OMGGGG I AM GETTIN THESE SHOES ! ;D.

they`re fkn hot hehehe =DD.

and they`re ONLY $40 =D.

SO CHEAPPPP.

10cm high =]

they`re gonna be my formal shoes haha. might as well ^_^.

yay !

<3<3.

six ; s t r a t b u m m i n g & h s c t i m e t a b l e

haha omg.

bummed at strathfield again =D.

was reallly fun ^^'

2pm - 6pm GG !

=]

anyway, got home at 630 and rushed to find my school cert

to get my id number

to check hsc timetable

.....

I AM

SO FUCKING

HAPPY WITH MY TIMETABLE ! =].

realllly happy with it.

at least one day in between each of my exams HEHE !!!

so i`m good.

got worried for nothing =].

hope everyone else`s is to their liking ! haha.

omg so relieved =DDD.

five ; w a k e u p i n t h e m o r n i n g f e e l i n g ...

... like i want to get back to sleep.

lols. woke up this morning called viv and no one picked up.

this was at 630am.

promptly fell asleep again.

woke up again from wake up call from dad.

this was around 640am.

promptly fell asleep again.

i finally woke up at ... 720am.

LOL. latelatelate ! that`s when i`m at my bus stop !

so anyway .. decided i wasn`t bothered rushing for the 740 bus ..

going to catch the 805 =D.

and be late for first period, but don`t care ; just ancient history =___='.

anyway, it`s unfcukingbelievably COLDDD >_<"

was so warm in bed ! which is how i fell asleep again, and woke up late as shit =D.

i`m in my blazer .. and i have a jacket in my bag for afterschool just in case. D= !

ooft. gotta jet. LOL.

gotta make sure i catch the bus in time .. >_>".

four ; f i n d i n g r e a l f r i e n d s

lols.

lately i`ve realised something ;

i seem to get along better with my friends in year 10 than with most of my own group ...

and i`m a year 12 chick.

funny isn`t it ?

but i dunno. i can`t seem to get along as well as i used to, with a majority of the group.

i guess we tend to realise everything in year 12.

the friendships and which are truly real, and which are just .. there ... waiting to be killed.

i hate my school.

i hate my grade.

i hate a few people. or maybe it`s intense dislike.

but i`ve learnt my lesson.

keep my mouth shut around some people.

just tank it.

i truly wonder though .. who will i still be in contact with during uni ?

in say 5 years ?

10 years ?

three ; p r e t t y d r e s s e s =]

so i found this online shop on fb
and found these pretty dresses =D
that i ordered hahaha.
paying for them tomorrow ^_^
wheee !
and they`re just right for the two 18th birthday parties coming up that i`m going to =]

$25.95

$19.95

yay ! just right for 18th parties =].
dunno if the blue will match me but .. sighs.
ohwells.
it`s a risk i took.
TOO BAD I DON`T HAVE THEIR FIGURES )=
if they`re a lil small, fucking hell
MASS DIET TIME !!!!!! being serious here omfg >___>"

gnna go bank after school today (tuesday) and transfer the money =DD


<3<3<3.